gotta pee

I get a little satisfaction from being able to hold it in for quite a long time.  I’ve heard this can lead to a weak bladder, but I’m 32 and still going strong.  I think part of the pleasure is the fact that I can control this part of my “sex parts”.  As a kid, I wasn’t allowed to have complete control over them since I was sexually abused on a regular basis.  Even then, controlling my urination to an extreme was something that I somehow relished. 

But I really have to GO right now. 

~ by silvernightchild on August 26, 2007.